Helpless Weekend 2...

Things are not going the way I want it. I want to achieve so much but am limited by so many. Lost on court, lost in spirit, lost in attitude. Lost in confidence, filled with jealousy. Perhaps, I am just at war with myself again.

Tears and laughters... All that doesn't matter anymore. I am somehow numbed. Passion...somehow disppeared. With all being said about being a sportsman, sports block. I think I may not be the right example to myself, let alone say to the year 1s. Seriously thinking about my future.

Filled with jealousy. Not a gentleman. Just an Ah Beng.