Sense of Belonging

Hello World. It has been quite a while since I last posted here. 6 months away and I feel an even greater sense of belonging to Singapore but the same thing is lacking in my second home. Not being confirmed a room to stay which resulted in me not being able to participate in this year's flag. Somehow that left me rather disillusioned with the rag as well. Maybe I shouldn't even shift back in the first place... I was a much happier self two weeks ago at home playing with my baby niece. Now bothered with all these issues, fyp and a major obligation at hand, not to mention I have a bloody IPPT to clear by the end of september! I need to have control of my life!!!

Still...There's no place I'd rather be than Singapore.

Selfish Me

Been quite bothered by a few things recently...

Guess Huan was right about me. I am not suitable to serve the people...I am too selfish, self centred...whatever you like to call it. Yes, I admit I am one. That's because I felt I've done and sacrificed in the past but yet no recognitions were shown towards me. Maybe all those past events have changed me to become the way I am or it could very well because I didn't sacrificed enough for me to be appreciated. Anyhow, I am just glad I didn't step up. Things have turned out well for me, my CAP was improved so did my relationship with jL.

My Bro has done a great job. I truly respect him. Like many leaders, he took up the challenge not because he loves this place, but because he cares for the people around him and wanted to do something for them. I will never understand how he feels right now, the disappointment cast upon him by us, the betrayal? I do not know.

Year came, Year Past, many things have changed...we have to let it go sometimes...

Easy to say I guess and most probably that's what pissed many people off.

I sincerely wish both of my Bro and Sis are able to learn and forget the unhappy things that happened and cherish the special moments that we all shared as one team, one family.

"Do not take anything in **** Seriously" - Hon, 2004

Hate Projects...

Really feel annoyed at the inadequacy of some of my project mates...

Pictures say a thousand words...just take a look at slide...what has the picture gotta do with the topic!?!

IBG 06/07

Somehow I have to cut and paste this from the block's yahoo group...

IBG had too much influence over you if you still

01) wake up at 6 am and wake everyone up for training

02) rush down to SRC after your lecture ends at 6

03) have a post-it on your door saying "Sorry, I have 8am lesson tomorrow"

04) ask people for their matric card en-mass so that you can ta bao for them

05) you are one of those who pass their matric card to the person in 4.

And most importantly "S-U-C-C-E-S-S!

*clap + shake X 5*

E-block E-block is the best!"

Thropies come and go,

vulgarities shouted and forgotten

Pride lost and found.Songs blasted and end,

Seems that these things don't last.

But the friendship forged,

bonds that were made,

experiences that was shared,

memories that were formed,

will be stories that stay and passed on.

Here's a toast to a memorable IBG.

DnD

Finally Up! DnD photos! =)

One of the main reasons why I stayed on in KR this year...could very well be my last KR DnD...but still looking forward to one that I can attend with jL. ;)

My Table! Boxing Theme!!!
Ding Ding Ding!

P/s: I did those bl**dy belts ;)

Bribing the Referee?

My personal best year1 friend this year =)

Superb guy with amazing maturity - Naimah Yanjie =D

At the Entrance. E block!

Check out all the construction workers, medical team and Geisha and GAYsha!

After the Dinner...clearer view of the GAYsha - Albert!?

Bookie turn Begger...=P

Once again, well done Bro YoW & Gang. A job superbly done ;) Thank you all for the sweet memories =)

P/s: Thanks Baby for "decorating" me ;)

Lousy Supporter

Some things never change. For sure, my temper doesn't.

Maybe I hate to lose - a sore loser, or maybe I have too much of a sense of justice that results in me losing my cool ever so often, when things do not turn out the way it should be...ya that could be my own perceptions anyhow. It could very well boils down to me being in self denial, self pitty and being petty.

I just do not like the sight of people doing things that they themselves are guilty of. Yes, you may call me "the pot calling the kettle black". Whatever. Not in a good mood. Apparently nobody seems to understand how I feel. I am just weird.

Best gF in e World =)

Ok, this comes a bit late...

One month ago, this silly boy had his ACL Re-con Ops and along the way many have helped him one way or another.

Here's a tribute entry to some of the great friends who have helped me.

Special thanks to:

Jze sern and D-blk Wilson. Without the two of them, I would have bled to death and scared the hell out of my beloved gf.

Qingyou, for your ice-packs and guard.

Wilson, for your 6"1' crutches =)

Darren, for accompanying me to hospital.

Ron, for helping me refilling water bottles when I was still pretty much bed-ridden.

Baolai and Yanjie for all the kind notes pasted on my door.

And not to forget those who went down to 4th floor to bathe with me! Wahaha...actually just Ron and Wilson la...Thanks Bros ;)

Not to forget my buddy, Mr Chua Sinlong, for getting all my lecture notes promptly for me =) Thanks Bro!

Also thank you to those who have shown your concerns for me throughout this period. This is truly a place call home...other than my actual home and Singapore? Hee~


Just in case you are wondering what's this picture doing here, think you should guess by now that the person who sacrificed the most and took the best care of me is my dear gF. You can never find a better gF than her...at least that's what I think =D. Thank You Baby for all that you have done for me...ok I shouldn't be too mushy...if not will be like Long's blog already =P

P/s: Of course my parents are not to be missed, they made so many trips down from home to pass me home-cooked food and soups...thank you Mum and Dad (doubt they would see this...but really thanks...) and I love both of you! =)

Re-post...Handball...

How I wish I can dance on the court again...How I wish...

Before my ACL Re-con ops...Still can see my knee cap...fully flexible...=)Just after Ops...where's my knee cap??? Still regaining flexibility and getting my knee cap back =

Posted this after last semester IHG, just before SHL...
Original post:

The season is going to start again...this time round...Singapore Handball League...

First match up...against our favourite neighbour...

Will we be up to it? Will I be able to give in my 100%?

Just some glimpse of my past...during IHG Final...


The leap...


The swedish fin...


The Hang...


The Dive...


The Fall...


The Tears...